bahasa baru saya: pusing = kocok. aneh? memang abstrak. saya suka mengaitkan kata2 yang sebenernya ga mustinya dikaitin. emmm maksudnya gini; saya ga suka ngomong "bego" ato apalah itu. makanya saya ganti dengan "dung-dung" "cung-cung". yayayaaa. anggap masa kecil saya tidak bahagia. tapi to be honest, saya sangat bahagia:D
beginilah hidup siswi kelas 3 sma angkatan 2010. otak dikocok, tangan dikocok, sampe hidup saya rasanya kekocok. alhasil? saya jadi hobi ngocok adonan kue. (sumpah ga nyambung banget).
yes yes, dari uan yang mau dimajuin jadi bulan MARET. trus sistemnya diganti, bukan pengawasnya yang diroll tapi muridnya. (jadi murid2 ujian di tempat BUKAN sekolahnya). standar nilai tetap naik. dan bahkan, nilai uan bakal ngaruh buat ujian masuk ptn. im like WHAAAT? duh oke lah yang lain gw bisa setuju deh. tapi kalo buat nilai uan ngaruh buat masuk ptn? that is so unfair. kenapa? uan itu terlalu banyak kecurangan. ga mungkin ga ada bocoran tiap tahunnya. hey, walaupun di sekolah saya bersih dan alhamdulillah selalu lulus 100% tapi apakah uan di sekolah saya 100% bersih juga? bocoran tetep ada boy. its always there. bahkan di saat lo tidak inginkan ada bocoran itu, tetep aja ada.
keterlibatan saya antara cinta segitiga. eh jangan salah, saya bukan pelaku korban ato apapun yang masuk dalam kisah ini. cuma faktanya adalah; saya jadi satu-satunya kuping yang denger semuanya dari sana-sini. informan yang berguna? ah, tidak juga. malah, saya tidak membaginya. alhasil? ya otak saya sebenernya berasa lagi diputer2 kayak es puter. masya Allah.
tapi satu hal yang saya yakini: kalo saya ga punya cobaan artinya Allah ga sayang saya, betul? :) di saat inilah iman gw diuji. wahaa bahasanya.. (sumpah2 gw ga biasa banget pake bahasa baku, astaghfirullah.....) satu hal yang gw bener2 pengenin adalah bisa ngelewatin ini semua dengan baik, amiiin :)
have a pleasant day!
20 November 2009
16 November 2009
quick post (again)
yes yes im really sorry that i havent been able and have time to write. i dont even a single for myself. things are about to change. this is my last high school year. i have to prepare and get ready for the exams and also for universities. just hope for the best:) ill tell you where i go to once i get it.
so i just been facing few problems. i didnt involved and have connection with this, but what should i say? i was finally 'drowned' in this -little mess- and im not quite sure has this solved or over. i prefer to say it's over, which you can say that i really hope for it. but you know what? mistakes and problems shouldn't make us down. it's God's way to remind you that you still have to believe and have faith with God. and i always love to say that if you never fall then you'll never learn how to stand up again. like someone said this to me "its not about how fast you run, but its how you stand up after you fell then you start to run". so yea, i always believe that sometimes problems could happen to us. its just how we handle it. the higher you climb, the wind blows harder to make you fall. so you just have to stay strong and keep your chin up, but dont forget from where you stand.
i know that its so obvious to you to know what happen to me and my friends. maybe it's just some God's way to remind us that we have keep united. i cant tell you what happened. but one thing i can tell, this will make us stronger.:)
have a great week people! :)
so i just been facing few problems. i didnt involved and have connection with this, but what should i say? i was finally 'drowned' in this -little mess- and im not quite sure has this solved or over. i prefer to say it's over, which you can say that i really hope for it. but you know what? mistakes and problems shouldn't make us down. it's God's way to remind you that you still have to believe and have faith with God. and i always love to say that if you never fall then you'll never learn how to stand up again. like someone said this to me "its not about how fast you run, but its how you stand up after you fell then you start to run". so yea, i always believe that sometimes problems could happen to us. its just how we handle it. the higher you climb, the wind blows harder to make you fall. so you just have to stay strong and keep your chin up, but dont forget from where you stand.
i know that its so obvious to you to know what happen to me and my friends. maybe it's just some God's way to remind us that we have keep united. i cant tell you what happened. but one thing i can tell, this will make us stronger.:)
have a great week people! :)
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17 Oktober 2009
a week of hell, or unfair?
yes, yes i know i dont open my blog for like 2 weeks? hmm long enough. usually i update this once a week. but remembering all the exams, and stripping lessons; guess i have to focus on what i really want to achieve. so my midtest? not so well. i didnt study alot like i used to. i ruin my chem, math, plants cultivation, and P.R . its odd when you do sports, like i mean sports, you exercise; but you have some writing test. the worst part is my math. yes, this subject is even one of the subject in national exam, and i ruin it. i was thinking, what would the national exam be? will i passed it? anyway that will be some other stories.
im really sorry if i dont have enough time to update this :( because i cant update it from my phone. so if you like to follow my twitter (i still update my twitter whenever i feel stuck with studying) http://twitter.com/bocillovelife :) merci beaucoup! -aisyahsabrina
im really sorry if i dont have enough time to update this :( because i cant update it from my phone. so if you like to follow my twitter (i still update my twitter whenever i feel stuck with studying) http://twitter.com/bocillovelife :) merci beaucoup! -aisyahsabrina
06 Oktober 2009
quick post!
im having miserable feelings. hmm yayaa, uts is coming and he's not texting me. so mean yeah. bikin gue khawatir aja. so i got this from my friend: Dara Amalia Pratiwi she wrote her status on facebook
bikin gw jadi semangat lagi! :DD
Kebahagiaan menjagamu tetap cantik, Cobaan menjagamu tetap kuat, Kesedihan menjagamu tetap manusiawi, Kegagalan menjagamu tetap tegar, Sukses menjagamu tetap bersinar, tapi hanya kepercayaan & tingkah laku membuatmu terus hidup....
bikin gw jadi semangat lagi! :DD
01 Oktober 2009
yesterday, today, tomorrow
yesterday...
i don't know what should i call it for that day; the best day or just-another-ordinary-day or even the worst day? though i had fun so much when i'm with him. we went around jakarta, yeap muter-muter ga jelas juntrungannya gara-gara ga tau mau kemana. haha sampe lupa makan! i was so starving, then at the end we went to blenger burger at bintaro aaaaa -_____- jauh abis dari rumahnya. maaf ya mbul.
so next? oh yeah. the serious part of our, what? relationship? no no no, we don't even start yet. i care for him, and so does he; but we don't start our relationship. why? there are some dilemmas in our heart. another part of him and me (of course lah) wanting each other so bad. yes yes indeed. but, he wants to see me success. i mean; i will finish my high school this year (amiin!) and i will enter a university, somewhere there.. but i guess this is the year when i will choose what's the best for me. this is the turning point where i have to be able to see, where am i gonna be? what kind of job do i want? what can i do to make my life, even someone else's life better? this is also the part of me; wanting to be mature. i guess i'm taking steps for being a mature.
okay, enough the-me-parts.
so he said, "i want you to be a nice daughter for your parents. i took the wrong steps, i did not do what my mom told me to do. and know? after she passed away, i regret everything i done that reverse to what she told me. i want to see you success."
(here it comes the best part) then what do we feel?
first, how do i feel?
well i'm not kinda person who decline all the bad things happened to me. or i don't really curse to people. i get mad on certain cases. but in this case? i don't. i was like, "oh okay." it hurts alot, i cried yes. but you know what? i thank to God for meeting me with him. in my love life, i've never meet someone who understands me so much especially in my education part. they always like, "oh come on. school is just for killing the time." helloooo??? i take school for serious yaa. it's my education. my future is in my hand. i have to get good grades and get well-educated so i can be a great person, for my family, even for my society! (amiin)
then how do he feel?
i guess, he was about the same. it feel hurts, yes. i can't tell you how he feel, takut salah. hehe
so the conclusion is: we both feel hurt with our own decision. i mean, doesn't it iritating so much when you want someone so bad; you're even already get so close with that person, then you don't continue your relationship because you have something else to pursuit; and the hardest part-the thing you want to pursuit is for you own future. doesn't it iritating?
he said, "one thing for sure, you have to let go something if you want to have something. you can't have both at the same time."
i guess, it's time for me to learn to be mature. i'm 17, and sometimes i feel like a 7. i have to learn how to let go something-to pursuit my future-though i still wait for him. i have to start believing that, everything that happens to me for a purpose. this maybe a start of us. but who knows? God only knows.
today...
it's my first day to school! i'm so excited for going back to school. i feel like i have to fill my brain with something useful, ha! kinda weird. i never feel happy going back to school after a long holiday, even a short one :D i guess i have to start liking school, this is my last year for going to school. next year i'll be in college (amin! semoga yaaa :DD) tough i have to cancel my departure to Lubang Buaya, there was a Hari Kesaktian Pancasila ceremony. but poor 2009 :( our president SBY didn't come for the ceremony. he's still in Pittsburgh for G-20 conference. but my friends said that they want to go karaoke! i wish i could go with them! amiin :D
tomorrow...
will be the "Hari Batik Nasional" so those of you who are Indonesian (!!!) you have to wear batik tomorrow. show to the world that batik is our culture:) besok mau jalan2 pake batik aaaahhhhh :))
oh yeah, one thing why i always tell my own stories because i just want to share it with you all. no offense 'o' i just love to share, and somehow; i feel like i know you people out there are having or had or even will have a problem like i have know, so yeaa.. i just want you to know that you're not alone.
sending the x's and o's
aisyah sabrina ♥
i don't know what should i call it for that day; the best day or just-another-ordinary-day or even the worst day? though i had fun so much when i'm with him. we went around jakarta, yeap muter-muter ga jelas juntrungannya gara-gara ga tau mau kemana. haha sampe lupa makan! i was so starving, then at the end we went to blenger burger at bintaro aaaaa -_____- jauh abis dari rumahnya. maaf ya mbul.
so next? oh yeah. the serious part of our, what? relationship? no no no, we don't even start yet. i care for him, and so does he; but we don't start our relationship. why? there are some dilemmas in our heart. another part of him and me (of course lah) wanting each other so bad. yes yes indeed. but, he wants to see me success. i mean; i will finish my high school this year (amiin!) and i will enter a university, somewhere there.. but i guess this is the year when i will choose what's the best for me. this is the turning point where i have to be able to see, where am i gonna be? what kind of job do i want? what can i do to make my life, even someone else's life better? this is also the part of me; wanting to be mature. i guess i'm taking steps for being a mature.
okay, enough the-me-parts.
so he said, "i want you to be a nice daughter for your parents. i took the wrong steps, i did not do what my mom told me to do. and know? after she passed away, i regret everything i done that reverse to what she told me. i want to see you success."
(here it comes the best part) then what do we feel?
first, how do i feel?
well i'm not kinda person who decline all the bad things happened to me. or i don't really curse to people. i get mad on certain cases. but in this case? i don't. i was like, "oh okay." it hurts alot, i cried yes. but you know what? i thank to God for meeting me with him. in my love life, i've never meet someone who understands me so much especially in my education part. they always like, "oh come on. school is just for killing the time." helloooo??? i take school for serious yaa. it's my education. my future is in my hand. i have to get good grades and get well-educated so i can be a great person, for my family, even for my society! (amiin)
then how do he feel?
i guess, he was about the same. it feel hurts, yes. i can't tell you how he feel, takut salah. hehe
so the conclusion is: we both feel hurt with our own decision. i mean, doesn't it iritating so much when you want someone so bad; you're even already get so close with that person, then you don't continue your relationship because you have something else to pursuit; and the hardest part-the thing you want to pursuit is for you own future. doesn't it iritating?
he said, "one thing for sure, you have to let go something if you want to have something. you can't have both at the same time."
i guess, it's time for me to learn to be mature. i'm 17, and sometimes i feel like a 7. i have to learn how to let go something-to pursuit my future-though i still wait for him. i have to start believing that, everything that happens to me for a purpose. this maybe a start of us. but who knows? God only knows.
today...
it's my first day to school! i'm so excited for going back to school. i feel like i have to fill my brain with something useful, ha! kinda weird. i never feel happy going back to school after a long holiday, even a short one :D i guess i have to start liking school, this is my last year for going to school. next year i'll be in college (amin! semoga yaaa :DD) tough i have to cancel my departure to Lubang Buaya, there was a Hari Kesaktian Pancasila ceremony. but poor 2009 :( our president SBY didn't come for the ceremony. he's still in Pittsburgh for G-20 conference. but my friends said that they want to go karaoke! i wish i could go with them! amiin :D
tomorrow...
will be the "Hari Batik Nasional" so those of you who are Indonesian (!!!) you have to wear batik tomorrow. show to the world that batik is our culture:) besok mau jalan2 pake batik aaaahhhhh :))
oh yeah, one thing why i always tell my own stories because i just want to share it with you all. no offense 'o' i just love to share, and somehow; i feel like i know you people out there are having or had or even will have a problem like i have know, so yeaa.. i just want you to know that you're not alone.
sending the x's and o's
aisyah sabrina ♥
29 September 2009
Siapa sih ikhwan sejati ituh….(-_-?)
(Note: so i got this from my senior, Ahmad Baihaqi. yes yes, his picture was down there you can see in "independence day". i just copy it from his notes in facebook, so this is uncut and unedited. i have to admit that this REALLY INSPIRES ME. i suggested to him to make a blog so he can share this to more people, not just by facebook. still waiting another great and inspiring stories from you, kak. thank youu so much!)
Siapa sih ikhwan sejati ituh….(-_-?)
Sebelum’a…assalamu’alaykum warahmatuallahi wabarakatuh…(jawab donk…^_^)
Gini…ada sebuah cerita yag mengisahkan seorang remaja pria bertanya pada ibunya, “Ibu ceritakan padaku tentang ikhwan sejati ! “Sang ibu tersenyum dan menjawab …
Ikhwan Sejati bukan dilihat dari bahunya yang kekar, Tetapi dari kasih sayangnya pada orang disekitarnya.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari suaranya yang lantang, Tetapi dari kelembutannya mengatakan kebenaran.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari jumlah sahabat disekitarnya, Tetapi dari sikap bersahabatnya pada generasi muda bangsa.
Ikhwan sejati bukanlah dilihat dari bagaimana dia dihormati di tempat bekerja, Tetapi bagaimana dia dihormati di dalam rumah.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari kerasnya pukulan, Tetapi dari sikap bijaknya memahami persoalan.
Ikhwan sejati bukanlah dilihat dari dadanya yang bidang, Tetapi dari hati yang ada dibalik itu.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari banyaknya akhwat yang memuja, Tetapi komitmennya terhadap
akhwat yang dicintainya karena Allah SWT semata.
Ikhwan sejati bukanlah dilihat dari umlah barbel yang dibebankan, Tetapi dari tabahnya dia menghadapi
lika-liku kehidupan dunia.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari kerasnya membaca Al-Qur’an, Tetapi dari konsistennya dia menjalankan apa yang ia baca.
Setealah itu, sang remaja pria kembali bertanya. ‘siapakah yang dapat memenuhi kiteria seperti ituh ibu? Sang ibu memberinya buku dan berkata>>>pelajarilah tentang dia.Ia pun mengambil buku itu,”MUHAMMAD”judul buku yang tertulis dibuku itu.
*yupz bener banget siapa sih IKHWAN SEJATI itu>>>yaitu RASULLULLAH SAW, semoga dapat bermanfaat…Afwan jiddan…Wassalamu’alaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh…(-_-)
Siapa sih ikhwan sejati ituh….(-_-?)
Sebelum’a…assalamu’alaykum
Gini…ada sebuah cerita yag mengisahkan seorang remaja pria bertanya pada ibunya, “Ibu ceritakan padaku tentang ikhwan sejati ! “Sang ibu tersenyum dan menjawab …
Ikhwan Sejati bukan dilihat dari bahunya yang kekar, Tetapi dari kasih sayangnya pada orang disekitarnya.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari suaranya yang lantang, Tetapi dari kelembutannya mengatakan kebenaran.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari jumlah sahabat disekitarnya, Tetapi dari sikap bersahabatnya pada generasi muda bangsa.
Ikhwan sejati bukanlah dilihat dari bagaimana dia dihormati di tempat bekerja, Tetapi bagaimana dia dihormati di dalam rumah.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari kerasnya pukulan, Tetapi dari sikap bijaknya memahami persoalan.
Ikhwan sejati bukanlah dilihat dari dadanya yang bidang, Tetapi dari hati yang ada dibalik itu.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari banyaknya akhwat yang memuja, Tetapi komitmennya terhadap
akhwat yang dicintainya karena Allah SWT semata.
Ikhwan sejati bukanlah dilihat dari umlah barbel yang dibebankan, Tetapi dari tabahnya dia menghadapi
lika-liku kehidupan dunia.
Ikhwan Sejati bukanlah dilihat dari kerasnya membaca Al-Qur’an, Tetapi dari konsistennya dia menjalankan apa yang ia baca.
Setealah itu, sang remaja pria kembali bertanya. ‘siapakah yang dapat memenuhi kiteria seperti ituh ibu? Sang ibu memberinya buku dan berkata>>>pelajarilah tentang dia.Ia pun mengambil buku itu,”MUHAMMAD”judul buku yang tertulis dibuku itu.
*yupz bener banget siapa sih IKHWAN SEJATI itu>>>yaitu RASULLULLAH SAW, semoga dapat bermanfaat…Afwan jiddan…Wassalamu’alaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh…(-_-)
kemana aja liburan?
holiday is ALMOST OVER! i can't wait for school. its just i feel i should go fill my brains with something useful. im doing nothing this holiday, except for a few of my homeworks.
after lebaran i didn't go anywhere, not of town. i prefer staying at jakarta, because i want to feel the-not-having-any-traffic jam-anywhere-JAKARTA. yea, jakarta's citizens are going out of town back to their city-land (maksudnya kampung halaman), so as you can guess. it's half-empty.
but yea, i was kinda bored at home so i started to go somewhere just for releasing the bored feelings. then what happened is... i can't stop going.
akhirnya saya ada reuni keluarga. which was kinda boring. i was hell of bored in there, haha. i don't know any of my cousins because they are not really my real cousins. get what i mean? haha
then, i went out with BENITA NURUL ADZANI looking for a present for her boyfriend. *dasar lo ben nyusahin gw bangeeet* puasa gw sampe batal, jirrr~ tapi bahagia bisa nemu yg pas walopun ujung-ujungnya dia malah beli kue juga di Parish. aaaaaa -__________- after that i accompanied teguh repairing his laptop at stc senayan. i was having problem, then we talked. he gave me some good advices. so yeah, kinda releaved. then that day, i solved my problem :D soo, thank yoou so muuuccchhhh teguh suwondo!!! ♥ YOU SO MUCH
the next 2 days, i went to ppi. bentar lagi tugas HAPSAK! tapi aku sedih aku belum ketemu BARACK OBAMA! :( akhirnya tugas gw setahun bener2 selesai. lega, seneng, tapi sedih. lega dan seneng karena gw bener-bener bebas dari tugas dan apapun itu so i can focus with my school and future! sedih karena pasti ga punya alasan pergi dan main bareng 2008! haha. later i'll share my pics when me and my friends were at Lubang Buaya, for the ceremony rehearsal.
and today!!! i was so happy because at last i can go out with my family:DD we went to pim. then we went to Sapo Oriental. man, i was so full from there.
then we went to Gramed. i found some good books, but i didnt buy it because i don't really need it right now. so, guess i'll but it next time i have my own money.
after that, we eat (again) some es teler. abis itu, hmmm i forgot. oh yea, i went to Periplus. my sister wants to buy Eat, Pray, and Love. then yes! we got it.
i really want to but a sneakers so we went to Metro. before that, i went to the "Give and Grow" Nokia Store. i gave my nokia 3530. it's old and i don't use it anymore. i can't turn it on because the battery is dead, i can't charge it either. what i don't know is: they are documenting me when i give the phone. mana pake acara dikasih voucher belanja 50 ribu. unexpected yes. alhamdulillah dapet rejeki yaa :)
oh yeah, i didn't get a shoes for myself but i got a BLAZER. it's amazing. my mom found it by accident, and accidentally it fits me so perfect! :D i love it so much.
enjoy your last days of holiday fellas! ♥
after lebaran i didn't go anywhere, not of town. i prefer staying at jakarta, because i want to feel the-not-having-any-traffic jam-anywhere-JAKARTA. yea, jakarta's citizens are going out of town back to their city-land (maksudnya kampung halaman), so as you can guess. it's half-empty.
but yea, i was kinda bored at home so i started to go somewhere just for releasing the bored feelings. then what happened is... i can't stop going.
akhirnya saya ada reuni keluarga. which was kinda boring. i was hell of bored in there, haha. i don't know any of my cousins because they are not really my real cousins. get what i mean? haha
then, i went out with BENITA NURUL ADZANI looking for a present for her boyfriend. *dasar lo ben nyusahin gw bangeeet* puasa gw sampe batal, jirrr~ tapi bahagia bisa nemu yg pas walopun ujung-ujungnya dia malah beli kue juga di Parish. aaaaaa -__________- after that i accompanied teguh repairing his laptop at stc senayan. i was having problem, then we talked. he gave me some good advices. so yeah, kinda releaved. then that day, i solved my problem :D soo, thank yoou so muuuccchhhh teguh suwondo!!! ♥ YOU SO MUCH
the next 2 days, i went to ppi. bentar lagi tugas HAPSAK! tapi aku sedih aku belum ketemu BARACK OBAMA! :( akhirnya tugas gw setahun bener2 selesai. lega, seneng, tapi sedih. lega dan seneng karena gw bener-bener bebas dari tugas dan apapun itu so i can focus with my school and future! sedih karena pasti ga punya alasan pergi dan main bareng 2008! haha. later i'll share my pics when me and my friends were at Lubang Buaya, for the ceremony rehearsal.
and today!!! i was so happy because at last i can go out with my family:DD we went to pim. then we went to Sapo Oriental. man, i was so full from there.
then we went to Gramed. i found some good books, but i didnt buy it because i don't really need it right now. so, guess i'll but it next time i have my own money.
after that, we eat (again) some es teler. abis itu, hmmm i forgot. oh yea, i went to Periplus. my sister wants to buy Eat, Pray, and Love. then yes! we got it.
i really want to but a sneakers so we went to Metro. before that, i went to the "Give and Grow" Nokia Store. i gave my nokia 3530. it's old and i don't use it anymore. i can't turn it on because the battery is dead, i can't charge it either. what i don't know is: they are documenting me when i give the phone. mana pake acara dikasih voucher belanja 50 ribu. unexpected yes. alhamdulillah dapet rejeki yaa :)
oh yeah, i didn't get a shoes for myself but i got a BLAZER. it's amazing. my mom found it by accident, and accidentally it fits me so perfect! :D i love it so much.
enjoy your last days of holiday fellas! ♥
25 September 2009
a word that makes a whole lot of MESS
yes, that was happened to me. i was having an argue with him just because someone write something about him on my facebook's wall. it's just her opinion about him. i wasn't even talking about him with her from wall-to-wall on facebook. i wasn't. AT ALL
and suddenly she posted something, that made me SHOCK. i was like "why did you write those things? for GODNESS SAKE, it's your senior ya. even you know him as bad as a cigarette, you DON'T PUBLISH IT."
then what? he was pushing me to tell him what is she talking about. i don't want him to know. don't ask why. i just don't want him to know.
mulutmu harimaumu, yes that's the perfect phrase for her. hope you listen and learn what you've done. i didn't mean to telling you and i'm not on his side, just want you to know that next time please THINK what are you GONNA SAY.
and suddenly she posted something, that made me SHOCK. i was like "why did you write those things? for GODNESS SAKE, it's your senior ya. even you know him as bad as a cigarette, you DON'T PUBLISH IT."
then what? he was pushing me to tell him what is she talking about. i don't want him to know. don't ask why. i just don't want him to know.
mulutmu harimaumu, yes that's the perfect phrase for her. hope you listen and learn what you've done. i didn't mean to telling you and i'm not on his side, just want you to know that next time please THINK what are you GONNA SAY.
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22 September 2009
yes, thank you! and minal aidin
woops! suddenly Ramadhan's over and we just face the Idul Fitri. so for those of you who are having this lebaran, i should say "minal aidin walfaidzin, mohon maaf lahir dan batin. hope what we've done in last month will remain forever". i'm not going anywhere this year, well.. not yet. since i don't have any grandpas or grandmas to visit, so my mom's siblings are visiting us.. remembering that my mom is the 3rd from 10th. (a lot huh? i still dont get why ppl "jaman dulu" have lots of kids. the onlt question in my mind: itu rahim ga jebol apa yaa? ckck astaghfirullah) *haduh aisyaah sabrinaaa ngomongnyaa. ckck*
but, yea tomorrow we'll have a halal-bihalal in my grandma's house. literally she's not really my grandma, because she's my mom's aunt, so i still should call her grandma huh? confuse? family tree is always confusing..
and yes, thank you! for the explanation. i really appreciate it. though im still confuse with what do i feel after your confession. i just..... dont know my feelings. weird huh? i just cant tell it. but one thing, c'est vous, vous etes tres gentil, alors merci beaucoup pour les actions que vous avez fait. :)
but, yea tomorrow we'll have a halal-bihalal in my grandma's house. literally she's not really my grandma, because she's my mom's aunt, so i still should call her grandma huh? confuse? family tree is always confusing..
and yes, thank you! for the explanation. i really appreciate it. though im still confuse with what do i feel after your confession. i just..... dont know my feelings. weird huh? i just cant tell it. but one thing, c'est vous, vous etes tres gentil, alors merci beaucoup pour les actions que vous avez fait. :)
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