kekocokan hidup saya

bahasa baru saya: pusing = kocok. aneh? memang abstrak. saya suka mengaitkan kata2 yang sebenernya ga mustinya dikaitin. emmm maksudnya gini; saya ga suka ngomong "bego" ato apalah itu. makanya saya ganti dengan "dung-dung" "cung-cung". yayayaaa. anggap masa kecil saya tidak bahagia. tapi to be honest, saya sangat bahagia:D

beginilah hidup siswi kelas 3 sma angkatan 2010. otak dikocok, tangan dikocok, sampe hidup saya rasanya kekocok. alhasil? saya jadi hobi ngocok adonan kue. (sumpah ga nyambung banget).

yes yes, dari uan yang mau dimajuin jadi bulan MARET. trus sistemnya diganti, bukan pengawasnya yang diroll tapi muridnya. (jadi murid2 ujian di tempat BUKAN sekolahnya). standar nilai tetap naik. dan bahkan, nilai uan bakal ngaruh buat ujian masuk ptn. im like WHAAAT? duh oke lah yang lain gw bisa setuju deh. tapi kalo buat nilai uan ngaruh buat masuk ptn? that is so unfair. kenapa? uan itu terlalu banyak kecurangan. ga mungkin ga ada bocoran tiap tahunnya. hey, walaupun di sekolah saya bersih dan alhamdulillah selalu lulus 100% tapi apakah uan di sekolah saya 100% bersih juga? bocoran tetep ada boy. its always there. bahkan di saat lo tidak inginkan ada bocoran itu, tetep aja ada.

keterlibatan saya antara cinta segitiga. eh jangan salah, saya bukan pelaku korban ato apapun yang masuk dalam kisah ini. cuma faktanya adalah; saya jadi satu-satunya kuping yang denger semuanya dari sana-sini. informan yang berguna? ah, tidak juga. malah, saya tidak membaginya. alhasil? ya otak saya sebenernya berasa lagi diputer2 kayak es puter. masya Allah.

tapi satu hal yang saya yakini: kalo saya ga punya cobaan artinya Allah ga sayang saya, betul? :) di saat inilah iman gw diuji. wahaa bahasanya.. (sumpah2 gw ga biasa banget pake bahasa baku, astaghfirullah.....) satu hal yang gw bener2 pengenin adalah bisa ngelewatin ini semua dengan baik, amiiin :)

have a pleasant day!

quick post (again)

yes yes im really sorry that i havent been able and have time to write. i dont even a single for myself. things are about to change. this is my last high school year. i have to prepare and get ready for the exams and also for universities. just hope for the best:) ill tell you where i go to once i get it.

so i just been facing few problems. i didnt involved and have connection with this, but what should i say? i was finally 'drowned' in this -little mess- and im not quite sure has this solved or over. i prefer to say it's over, which you can say that i really hope for it. but you know what? mistakes and problems shouldn't make us down. it's God's way to remind you that you still have to believe and have faith with God. and i always love to say that if you never fall then you'll never learn how to stand up again. like someone said this to me "its not about how fast you run, but its how you stand up after you fell then you start to run". so yea, i always believe that sometimes problems could happen to us. its just how we handle it. the higher you climb, the wind blows harder to make you fall. so you just have to stay strong and keep your chin up, but dont forget from where you stand.

i know that its so obvious to you to know what happen to me and my friends. maybe it's just some God's way to remind us that we have keep united. i cant tell you what happened. but one thing i can tell, this will make us stronger.:)

have a great week people! :)