enam belas hari lagi, resmi gue ngejomblo setaun. yepp setelah putusnya sy dan mantan terakhir sy, i decided to take this way : being single, at least until my school is done.
sygnya, gue suka bodoh. emm bukan suatu kebodohan. well you can say this: gue ceroboh.
oke, gue ngaku kalo gue emang syg sama iqbal. emm itu suami gue. sebenernya bukan suami beneran. cuma yaa gitu deh. secara kita paskib bareng. bedanya, dia di walkot, sementara gue di dki. tapi ya so far kita masih contact lah.
bodohnya gue.. gue iseng ngomong aku-kamu sama dia. dan keterusan. that doesnt matter much to me. cuma gue ga mau orientasi dia kalo gue tuh mau sama dia. coz the truth is: I'M NOT EVEN READY FOR HAVING ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP. so iqbaal, kalo lo baca ini. gue minta maaf bgt.. gue masih takut disakitin.. maaf yaa.. gue sayang kok sama lo.. :)
gue juga ga boleh pacaran sm nyokap. gue udah kapok. udah aja, gue cuma mau deket sama lo.. ga lebih..
maafin gue ya bal.. :(
MY GOD cha.. itu salah banget, leading on a guy ngmg aku-kamu but u dont want to commit (if he thinks youre flirting with him). okay, bukan salah lo sepenuhnyua, gw ngerti. ibaratnya gini deh, apa yang lo lakukan adalah sama dengan apa yang EKI lakukan thdp gw dulu. lo tau kan, HE says he wasnt tring to flirt with me BUT if someone did that to you, wouldnt you think that they liked you?? kasian kan, haha well thats how i felt. tapi dia bales ga aku kamu ke lo??
BalasHapuseh tapi mgkn ga sih eki syg sama gw? even as a sayang temen feeling HAHA enough to say aku kamu gt? hahah nvm, just a thought.
oh ya one more thing. i know you dont want to have a relationship right now, but you cant ignore your feelings. its okay to fall in love. if you try to banish te feeling lo jadi sakit hati dan kalo rasa itu dipendam lama2 numpuk dan jegerr tiba2 you want to melampiaskan rasa itu kepada seseorang. hati hati (halah kaya apaan aja hhaha)
BalasHapushmmmph haaaah, gue gatau mau komen gimana. tapi lebih baik kalo lo ngomong ke dia langsung deh cha kalo lo emang gamau have a relationship right now takutnya dia takutnya dia salah persepsi
BalasHapus