not the perfect time

kadang gue mikir, kalo kita ngerasa mengatakan sesuatu yg bener, tapi ternyata org itu nganggep omongan kita sampah; apa penyampaian gue yang salah? atau dia-nya aja yang ga mau denger? atau bahkan emang timing kita waktu ngomong yang ga tepat? back again, these all are connected. so when you are planning to talk to someone, you should know the prefect time.

okay then. now, time to reveal. huh, after a non stop week, well my week does not over yet, i still have a crazy week is coming to me, which makes me wants to scream karena aaaaaaa gilaaaa gue belum belajar ato nyiciiiiil buat belajar. that makes me feel so much like damn hell, gosh.

after a looong time haven't been visiting deviantart's page; i found this picture. the photograph named it "Relax". wew, i should have this. check to this page . gue masih musti berbenah buat ulangan, grrr belajar apa juga bingung. smoga naik kelas, amiin :D

Garlic vs Shallot

so i got this homework from my english teacher, dan mendadak di skolah gue jadi bahan perbincangan kayak gini "eh jalan yuk sabtu ini." "yah gue ga bisa. gue ada shooting." it became so damn popular, which i think its odd. tapi ya sudahlah, it's all done.

gue yang bikin skenarionya, abisan dr kmaren ngomongin sama sekelompok bingung juga. zzzz. akhirnya gue cuma minta ide awal, gue kembangin lagi, gue nelfon temen gue nanya pendapat mereka gimana. mereka cuma ngakak gara-gara ceritanya aneh. yah gue ga peduli deh. tugas gue selese dan dapet nilai. yang penting grammarnya bener, hehe.

judul film kelompok gue adalah: GARLIC VS SHALLOT, jadi maksud gue bawang putih-bawang merah.

jadi awalnya sama kayak cerita itu pada umumnya. ibunya garlic meninggal terus ayahnya nikah lagi. it turned out that ibu tiri mereka tu jahat. suka banget ngejahatin garlic, kakak-kakak tirinya juga. suatu hari mereka diundang ke pesta dansa, terus si garlic nih ga diajak, tapi dia diem-diem ikut. mereka ketemu pangeran yang ganteng gitu. si pangeran ini berusaha menarik perhatiannya garlic, tapi dia malah kesedak sama biji leci. kata tabibnya pangeran itu, bijinya cuma bisa keluar kalo dia dicium sama his true lover.

intinya, cerita ini dengan setting bawang merah - bawang putih tapi dengan endingnya sleeping beauty. what a perfect combination :))

anyway, namanya juga video tugas anak sma pasti masih banyak kurangnya. ini juga amatiran banget, soalnya yg ngedit itu kebiasaan pake photoshop, bukan movie maker. oya, suaranya juga agak-agak kecil dan kadang ga jelas soalnya shootingnya pake camera digital bukan handycam. gara-gara di kelompok gue ga ada yang punya handycam. zzzz. ini lama bgt upload video doang, ah gue cancel aja deh.


wish you a great week! adios cheerioos

it's even MORE crazy!

gue sebenernya cuma pgn update. hahaa. that's awful. i didn't share anything to you all for the past few days. i AM very busy. masih sempeeetnya aja ngetik beginian. padahal bsk gue ulangan bio dan ada presentasi kimia! :DD

besok rencananya gue mau ke kuningan dan ketemu 2008 juga 2009. it feels weird after a year being junior, and suddenly someone called you "iya ka" "misi ka.." siap, iya ka.." hahaa ga jlas banget deh.

WISH YOU A VERY GOOD AND ENJOYABLE WEEK!

:DD

i went to school today

which i thought IS TOTALLY INTERESTING because i went to school today! isn't that GREAT? karena hr minggunya gue pulang dr cibubur baru jam 9 malem. berkat bokapnya bbn yang nyupirnya ngebut, jadi gue jam 10 udah di rumah. makasih ya oom ....!!!! sabtu kemaren gue ga ke cibubur juga akhirnya. padahal udah ditelfonin cathlin pas sore "saaaaa lo dateng yaaa, kita disuruh lengkap nih diklat senior, pelantikannya." huaaa ya gue ga bisa. mana malemnya juga sempet demam sgala. gmna bisa coba? tapi alhamdulillah gue dateng hari terakhir, dan akhirnya gue mendapatkan adik-adik 2009 yang lucu dan menggemaskan. hahaa, berjuang ya adik-adik.. yang semangaaat!!!

do you know SUSAN BOYLE? dia adalah pemenang Britain's Got Talent, TV show yang nyari bakat like idols. you can always tell anyone, never judge a book by its cover. yet it's so true. i mean; this is Susan Boyle.

waktu pertama kali nyanyi, dia justru malah agak di-i dont know how to describe- sama Simon Cowell. well everybody knows how Simon says his words. when he said its good, it is good. but when he said its awful, it is awful. so you can check her video on Britain's Got Talent episode 1

and do you recognize this girl?


berawal dari suka banget naro video dia waktu nyanyi di youtube, sampai akhirnya ditemukan oleh Ms. Oprah Winfrey. diajakin nyanyi bareng David Foster di Las Vegas dan Celine Dion di Madison Square Garden NY, well her dreams ARE coming true. this is her video on youtube, with Celine Dion.

dreams make you have hopes, hopes make you want to move, and when you start to move, no matter how long does it takes, your moves will lead you to your dreams.

and i don't know what's the best title for this..

so, singkat cerita: yepp gue ke cibubur. seangkatan gue nginep di pppon situ kan. mengingat kita belum diklat senior juga, zzz -,- . tapi nyokap ga ngijinin dan berhubung gue jg musti control, ya akhirnya gue pulang jam stengah 9 dr sana. alhamdulillah, bokapnya anggi yang super sabar nungguin kita, ya Allah.. makasih bnyk ya oom hehee :)) kebetulan bokapnya anggi malem ini ada pengajian di daerah veteran, bintaro. jd gue nebeng sampe sana dan dilanjutkan naik taxi, huff. at laast im hooooooomeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tadi sempet ada insiden dan kita semua ampe dikepel sambil mikir, agh. pdhl kepala gue udah keleyengan. but THANKS TO KA IMAN '87, gue ngerasa kayak dibelain banget. walopun dia bilang maksudnya ga begitu. dan orang yg ngehukum gue langsung cemberut. KYAAAAAA, SENENG BANGET DEH.. emang they are the best deh! (maksudnya sama ka yosse) lagu ini bener2 jadi soundtrack gue [though cuma sepenggalnya aja, karena kalo semuanya dimasukin jadi ga banget] "kaka, kucinta padamu!"

browsing.. browsing

atas saran temen gue pecinta bahasa jerman bernama ratih permatasari, gue disuruh ganti semua website yg gue kunjungin pake bahasa perancis. alasannya? simpel aja. biar gue kebiasa lagi pake bahasa perancis. and i have to. gue udah ganti facebook dan plurk gue en francaise! :))

berhubung musti browsing ttg reproduksi buat ngisi lks biologi gue, jadi lah gue minta bantuan dr oom google untuk membantu mencarikannya buat gue. and i found this website. this website tells every information you need for girls reproduction health. layoutnya, yaa cukup menarik ko. dengan pinky style, which is so girlie.. so you can check to that website, its called Girls' Secret and it's in Indonesia language.

oya, hampir lupa: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 2008 JS. smoga kita akan terus bersama sampai akhir hayat yaa. amiin.
♥ aisyah sabrina

alhamdulillah gue tinggian

at last i decided to do this: tugas harkitnas. ampe binlat gue nanya "lah kamu katanya ga bisa tugas, kenapa malah tugas?" gue jawab, "kasian ka. kurang orang." alhamdulillah gue masih cukup kuat buat latian dan smoga begitu juga saat tugas. amin

tadi gue latian dan dateng ke seleksi js. think i'm gonna talk about someone? yapp. salah satu senior gue di dki dan jarang dateng tiba2 muncul di sana. angkatan mereka pun mengenalkan diri. lalu, pas salah satunya nanya ke peserta "ada yang mau nanya ga?" pesertanya ga ngangkat tangan, ada yg bilang lagi "ayo dong. masa ga ada yang mau nanya. mumpung kita di sini." and this is what he/she said "kalo seleksi musti aktif loh." gue sama bulu langsung liat-liatan aja. (cerita ini ga bakal dimengerti kecuali satu organisasi sama gue). pesan gue: sebelum ngomong, ngaca dulu deh. jangan pernah nyuruh orang ngelakuin sesuatu yang ga pernah lo lakuin karena lo ga akan tau medan macem apa yang bakal orang itu hadepin jadi kalo ada sesuatu terjadi lo bisa jadi orang yang sangat disalahkan. and of course i met my friends. rata2 bilang "aisyaaaah lo ngapain ajaa? ko jadi tinggian gini?" hahaa alhamdulillah.

tadi gue buka notes gue dan menyadari bahwa PR GUE BANYAK BANGET. gue ga nyangka. udah lupa sekolah. ga inget ada tugas. pr sejarah, mtk, bio, bind, daan belum bikin film bing. kyaaaaaa..

so better go now, karena gue musti nyari bahan sejarah dan biologi. mengingat besok gue musti syuting, dan selasa gue latian, rabu tugas, kamis belum tau, jumat sampe minggu gue seleksi. KAPAN IMUNISASI???

suprising facts

I found some amazing facts (which was surprising, made me shock) and surprising news while i watched tv and read newspapers.

1. Stroke Mengarah ke Usia Muda (from Kompas Jumat 15 Mei 2009, Humaniora, pg. 13)
I can't find the news on kompas.com, so i just type from my newspaper. daaan hanya sebagian saja ya. pegel bo kalo musti ngetik ulang semuanya.
" 'Jika beberapa tahun lalu stroke menyerang usia di atas 40 atau 50 tahun, sekarang stroke mengarah ke usia muda, bahkan ada yang berusia di bawah 30 tahun,' kata dokter spesialis saraf, dr Yusak MT Siahaan. Hal ini dipicu beberapa faktor, yaitu kebiasaan merokok, hipertensi, kadar gula darah, dan kolesterol tinggi. 'Penderita umumnya mengalami penyumbatan otak,' ujarnya. Karena itu, gejala stroke perlu diwaspadai sejak dini, antara lain gangguan tingkah laku, gangguan bicara, kelumpuhan anggota gerak, kesulitan menelan, bicara pelo, wajah tidak simetris, dan gangguan keseimbangan."


2. Pussycat Dolls Live in Jakarta, Doll Domination Tour


on: June 2, 2009 . 19.00
venue: Istora Senayan, Jakarta.
ticket price: festival Rp 495.000 ; tribune Rp 1.200.000; VIP Rp 2.500.000
p.s: i read the advert on kompas friday. they say: KURSI PAKAI NOMOR! BURUAN BELI TIKETNYA SUPAYA DAPET TEMPAT BAGUS


3. Vu Du Ciel or Earth From Above
okay, this is the big thing i found out today. while i was watching OB shift 2 on RCTI i switched the channel then i watched this Vu Du Ciel program on Metro TV. then i really INSPIRED by watching this. it's a France TV program that defend for reducing carbon emission. then i watched this episode: 6 milliards d'hommes à nourrir (6 billion people to feed). so they discuss about foods and biotechnology, which i think "gee, i have no idea about this." or "oh, i just know about that." i mean, they even went to indonesia!
they said that 70% of indonesia's forests have gone for land clearing and illegal logging. they mentioned that 80% of orangutan's habbitat have gone because they have been selling by illegal trade. also, 900 species of plants almost vanished because of food standarization.
aaaand what i LOVE so much about watching this program is they do really have the solution and they found people who made movements which does works A LOT.
in France, they made AMAP. it's kinda farmers association. so they look for consumers who wanted their plants. and they made some kind like agreement for 6 months. the consumers buy anything from these farmers, right away, not from the supermarkets. so these farmers plant any kinds of vegetables and fruits WITHOUT fertilizers and pesticides, which means that their consumers eat WHAT NATURE GIVES. i am SO AGREE with this program, because they can bring out some vegetables and fruits rare species. so we can prevent some kind of extinct plants. isn't that great?
you can check vu du ciel on this website


4. Declarations of President and Vice President Candidate
There will be Jusuf Kalla feat Wiranto, Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono feat Boediono, and how about Megawati? i haven't find any news about this. looks like there will be Megawati feat Prabowo Subianto. don't forget to VOTE! one voice can make a whole difference for this country. also check are you already registered?

so why i really want to share these news with you all? because i know that we can make movements, for preventing the global warming, for making this world better. i know and i realize that i really have to LET THE WORLD know about this; because the world's destiny is in our hand. and it's our job to choose how is it going to be. a world of hell or a world of peace living?

it's our choice, and it's our job to make the movements.

sedikit intermezzo. i really like to read all articles that Raditya Dika wrote. then i read one of his older postings from radityadika.com and he mentioned to read his biography on http://tolololpedia.wikia.com/wiki/Raditya_Dika and you what? this made me laugh so much!

strong and independent

hari ini gue kedatangan tamu dari bandung. yaitu sepupu gue yang sudah menikah dan memiliki dua orang anak. yang satu namanya ariel. dan gue malah browsing video di youtube. awalnya dia mau nonton si unyil cuma kan unyil jarang banget videonya. at the end, gue menemukan video ini: pat et stanley. yg disebut di global tv sbagai rujak toon. it's a french cartoon; et je suis tres heureuse because i finally find something frenchy to watch!!! :DD berhubung gue males upload videonya, so you can follow to this link.

what makes me happy so much because at laaaaasssstttt gue menjomblo setaun! it DOES really prove me as a independent human being. karena kemarin2 gue shock ngeliatin temen2 gue berubah menjadi gila berkat PUTUS sama pasangannya. bahkan ada yang sampe masuk RS. jahatnya gue cm ngomong, "bego lo. kejar aja kalo msh mau. kalo bingung ga usah sekalian." maaf ya temantemaaaan..

semuanya jadi setaun taun ini. setaun ngejomblo, setaun brg js, setaun brg dki, setaun lagi sma selesai. mudah2an semua ulang tahun ini bakal terus bisa gue rayain. dan insya Allah kalo sma bnr2 selesai taun depan yaaa!!! amiin :)

berhubung gue abis makrab, jadi muncul lah foto2 gila di fb gue. kyaaa *ngakak* fotonya biasa aja sih cuma dasar temen2 gue mulutnya stress semua, jadi commentnya saling ngatain dan parah bgt. mana salah satu senior gue malah bikin cerita dari foto yg satu ke foto berikutnya. *ngook*

selasa oh selasa

kalo udah masuk weekdays gini biasanya gue mulai panik. panik belum ngerjain pr. panik bingung gimana ngerjainnya gara-gara ga ada buku. untungnya hari ini gue makrab, jadi gue bisa minjem bukunya teguh :) hehee.

fashion reviews: summer blazers! click here to see more.

well gotta go, catcha later.

first day of staying at home for study a.k.a holiday

awalnya gue mau nonton bareng hafiz dan ayu; bahkan gue udah bilang ke nyokap. lagian udah lama juga ga ke sekret. so i thought yaa, it's time for me to go out for a walk. see if i'm strong enough for this.
mendadak gue terima jartel dari bbn: "08 sygg. SlasaRabu, 12-13 mei makrab! asyik! di rumah suami sy, hha. Komp garuda no. xx jl raya ps minggu. Dr pancoran 50m stlh shell di kanan jalan. Dr ps minggu 150m stlh carrefour. AngUm mm64, k68, k616, mm62, mm640, m16, msb grogol depok." i was like, whoa hold on. i dont get it! eh tunggu dulu. intinya besok gue makrab. jadi gue pikir, nyokap bisa ngomel kalo gue hari ini keluar dan besok makrab pula. hoamm. mending gue ngerem aja deh di rumah. ya batal deh acara gue sama hafiz dan ayu. huaa maaf ya ayuu, hafiiz..

tapi ternyata gue ga ngerem di rumah. rima sms "cha, kan ambil fotokopian bio jam 9-11. gue nitip yaa? ntar pas syuting gue ambil." nilam sms "cha jgn lupa fotokopian bio yaa tks" *zzz* tetep aja gue musti keluar rumah. sial bgt. padahal gue udah berencana mau mandi pas dzuhur. berhubung gue sangat baik hati, jadi gue berangkat ke sekolah jam 10. gue pikir anak-anak pasti masih ada. sialnya, pas gue di sekolah ternyata ga ada tanda-tanda kehidupan dari xi ipa 3. gue nelfon racem.
racem: "punya lo, nilam, sama rima tadi udah gue ambilin."
ah shit man, gue udah jalan ke sekolah. tapi thanks ya ceem hehee.

pas gue hampir nyampe rumah gue sms iqbal "kamu ga usah nungguin aku ya? kasian kamunya. keburu tua." terus dia yg blg blah blah, it's so gombal deh. then i was like, gosh please stop this. akhirnya dia cuma bilang "yaudahlah biar waktu aja yg ngejawab." fine then. kalo lo bosen jangan salahin gue. gue udah bilang sebelumnya.

sorenya; nyokap pulang dan bawa jajanan buat gue. terus tiba-tiba bilang gini "ade, kalo mau jajan jangan beli makanan yg dingin. beli yang dimasak langsung sama abangnya. terus minta piringnya disiram air panas. jajan juga liat-liat dulu ya de." waaaaaaaahhhhh that was totally a green light for me!!! berarti gue udah boleh jajan lagi hihii aseeeeekkkkk!!!

malemnya nabila sms gue: cha, pres, rabu ada acara ga? krmh gw yuk, si hanif pgn blajar bio haha
i replied: insya Allah ga ko nab. jam brpa? gue mgkn bsnya siang. btw kita blm mwujudkan cita2 mkn di ayam kalasan nab haha, skalian aja yuk mau ga?
she replied: YES! DEFINITELY! tp apa lo nya gapapa cha? yauds paling dia jg jam brapaan gt dtgnya hihi asik!
i said: hahaa udah gpp ko nab. nykp jg udh ngeblhin jajan hehe soalnya antibiotik gue udah lama abis. ntar kabarin gue lg ya nab, c u on wed ;D
she said: ooh thats gud news then. sip!

selasa-rabu: makrab di rumah teguh suwondo
rabu: ke rumah nabila
kamis: istirahat, amiin!
jumat: ke sekret (insya Allah)

kapan gue ngerjain film sama lks bio? huaaa

complicated life

last night i had a call with aziz. awalnya gue nelfon mau mengabari besok ga bisa ikut. and then i wanna talk about something, tapi ternyata aziznya belum solat. so we have to hung up, but he promised to text me after his prayer. ive been waiting for his text, tapi ga ada juga. gue mikir, apa aziz lupa? huaa, itu sekejap langsung bete. gue sms aziz. setelah lama lama lama, dan masalah pun mencuat. pokoknya soal angkatan lah. i cannot tell this here. then i was like, okay i have to call him. so i call aziz, once again. then we talked. these and thats. ternyata masalahnya ga se-simpel itu. it's so complicated. sementara banyak temen2 kita yang masih begitu, yahh emang susah. well you can't change people, can you? so after we talk for, like an hour or so- we hung up and the problem has not been solved yet but i hope we can find a way out.

then iqbal sent me sms. i wasn't planning for going to bed. but i said that i was almost asleep. because i wasn't in a mood for texting with anyone. i didn't reply any of the message (for exception: texts from aziz!). but then he said that he was in a bad mood, so i said "why don't you call me in 10 minutes." then yes, he called me aaand we talked for an hour. for a sudden my mom knocked my room and said "whom are you talking to?" then she said "it's too late, go to sleep. you don't talk to boys at the middle of the night. he's disturbing you. i don't like it." and when my mom said that she doesn't like, she mean it.

yeah okay i know i was wrong. i should go to bed. but one thing that i don't really like is: she is always bounding me for making any relationships. i know it, i know it. i shouldn't have any boyfriend at least after my university years are over or even when i'm already 30 something then no one would interested with me. gee, i'm upset. and this is what i don't like the most: then in the morning she started to ignore me, didn't say any word to me, pretending like i wasn't there. sometimes she started to act like kids, again. anyway, i still love you mom. i know what you are telling me is for goodness and kindness and my health. but you spoke to me at the middle of the night then my stomach felt hurts.

oh God, please! get me out of this. aaaaaaaaand i'm fucked up, once again.

from facebook

thanks to: JANITRA RASYID, for tagging me with his notes. sorry can't forward on facebook! :)

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: umm yes?
B - BIRTHDAY: 14 july 1992
C - CRUSHING ON: guys
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: milk!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: sister
F - FAVORITE SONG: st. elmo's fire - david foster
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears, i guess?
H - HOMETOWN: jakarta
I - IN LOVE WITH: bonggo pribadi; not in love. but I ADORE HIM ! hahaa
J - JUGGLE: nope
K - KILLED SOMEONE: nope
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: i never ride a car nor drive a motor
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate!
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1
O - ONE WISH: got scholarship for master degree in france!
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: ABDUL AZIZ
R- REASON TO SMILE: it's so good to be true!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: rio febrian - aku bertahan

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5.30
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: plain
V - VEGETABLE(S): corns
W - WORST HABIT: unbearable feelings
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: guts
Y – YOYOS ARE: toy, hobbies, and thing that makes you look good :DD
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: cancer

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: syh sbrn
What color do you wear most?: white
Least favorite color?: white
What are you listening to?: my mom's advice (halaaah, bull shit banget)
Are you happy with your life right now?: yes!
What is your favorite class in school?: none is my fav :D
When do you start back at school/college?: 25th may
Are you outgoing?: a lil bit :)
Favorite pair of shoes?: my converse canvas shoes
Where do you wish you were right now?: rue de champs-elysees, paris, france


THE CANS:
Can you dance?: yes?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: nope
Write with both hands?: nope, i'm a total right-handed
Walk with your toes curled?: never!


THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: i guess yes?
Do you believe in miracles?: yupp
Do you believe in magic?: no
Love at first sight?: not really, it doesn't work for me all the time
Do you believe in Satan?: yes
Do you believe in Santa?: it is only stories
Do you know how to swim?: yes
Do you like roller coasters?: totally yes!
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: no


THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: no
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: yes
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yes
Have you ever painted your nails?: we girls paint our nails :)


THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: could 27 C
What radio station do you listen to?: prambors 102.20 jakarta
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: i forgot, it's been ages
What was the last thing you bought: fotokopian biologi
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: rachael ray!


THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: no one
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: my sister and my mom and my bibi
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: my mom :)


CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: i guess yes?
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: nope
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yess
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: nope
Do you cry when you get an injury?: what kind of injury?
Do certain songs make you cry?: only if my feelings are bad


HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: yess
What can make you happy?: something which is too good to be true
Do you wish you were happier?: if i'm happier i would be nuts
Can music make you happy?: TOTALLY YES!


LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: i was through it like, twice
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: yes, they are my family :)


LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: i'll keep this black hair forever
Current piercings?: no
Have any tattoos?: no
Eye color?: dark brown


IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: color is relative
Short or long hair: it's relative
Height: taller than me!
Best clothing: tux


HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: nope
Mooned someone: once
Ran away from home: not yet
Laughed so hard you cried: hahaa i did that the whole time
Cried in school: yes? but i forgot the cause
Thrown up in a store: no!
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yes
Gonne skinny dipping: what's this?


THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King:BK!!!
Single or Group Dates: single
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla!
Strawberries or Blueberries: blueberries
Meat or Veggies: vegs
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike: adidas
Chinese or Mexican: chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: corn
Cake or Pie: pie
MTV or VH1: mtv

i was thinking "what the hell that i'm doing, filling these stupid questions?" emang gue aktivis facebook dan blogger. bener ka ka mirza, lol.

(my) life is nuts!

gila ya gue ga tau guru2 sekolah gue kenapa, abis ketiban apaan, abis kena ilham macem apa. it turned out that i'll have some more 2 weeks off. 11-15 may for UAS kelas 3, and 18-22 may for raker guru dan karyawan. ISN'T THAT GREAT? wohooo. iya sih, 2 weeks off from my school means thousands of homeworks. untungnya kali ini ga ada pr ato tugas yang bejibun seabreg-abreg. tapiii, banyak materi yang gue ketinggalan. apalagi gara-gara kemaren gue sempet sakit itu. hoamm. seminggu masuk, abis itu langsung semesteran. conclusion number ONE: school is nuts!

tadi gue lagi nonton knowing di komputer, and suddenly one of my ex called me. for a surprise, i wasn't expecting that he would call me. well after not talking or seeing each other for almost a year; this is not exactly what i was expecting. ya gue ngehargain niat dia untuk memperbaiki hubungan kita. we'll see if i can accept this or not yaa. conclusion number TWO: ex-bf is nuts!

berhubung gue lagi males bales sms, jadinya smsnya si iqbal ga gue bales dari tadi pagi. gue bener-bener lagi males banget-bangetan mijit-mijit keypad handphone. TOTALLY NOT IN A MOOD. sms yang gue bales cuma smsnya rima dan santi. gue tadi pagi aja agak gila sms hafiz akibat kegirangan libur 2 minggu. terus ngecek FERZA MASIH HIDUP APA GA? so i called him. dia langsung jawab, "ah sial lo sa. gue masih idup lah!" conclusion number THREE: i became nuts too!

well that relieves

talk is the best way to express what you feel. though pictures can explain thousands of words, but hey sometimes you people don't have the skill to draw right? :) no offense ^^v

so here it is; i wanna share the difference between having words or pictures to express what you feel.

FYI: i was texting with 'him'.

him: kok mati sih? yaudah met tidur yaa. nite =)

me: sbnrnya ada yg pgn aku omongin. di sini aja ya? tp janji lgsg apus smsnya yaa. aku hrp orientasi km ga smp pcran, soalnya aku emg ga bisa dan ga boleh pcran dan aku lebih suka kyk gini. kita deket just for being close krn kalo aku pacaran aku cepet ilfeel dsb. aku hrp km ngerti, maafin aku ya? aku syg kamu ko:) nite

him: ouw itu.. aku tau kok kamu blum boleh dan blum mau pacaran n_n tp aku boleh kan tggu kamu smpe blh pcran cz aku syg km...? (yg ini gue ga ngerti kenapa dia harus pake titiktitik dan tanda tanya, wtf banget deh lol)

me: ya kalo tahan aja hehe udah ah tidur sana bsk km skolah kan

him: bener ya boleh nunggu kamu?
(i was thinking, buseet deeh. terserah lo aja deh baaang. ntar lo bosen malah nyalahin gue lagi)

me: terserah km ah, sok aja kalo tahan mah. lama loh? aku sih gpp

him: biar lama kalo dah syg sih bisa dilewati..
(i was thinking: kenapa gombal lagi dapetnya? hoamhoam.)

me: dasar gombal, udah ah tidur sana aku ngantuuk. btw ga wajib smsan tiap hari ya pulsa aku tgl sribu nih hehe. udah tidur kamuu bsk skolah ntar telaat

gue bingung deh; kenapa gue selalu dapetnya yang gombal?
BOYS OUT THERE: we girls don't need words, flowers, nor chocolate. we just need your money! hahaa just kidding :)


and this is how i express myself with pictures. (i love photography!)

well what should i say about these pictures?
(craziness or) happiness

a(n additional) week off

Well I’m not quite sure how should I say about this. Should this be a blessing or even a disaster? Like I wrote as my title; yes indeed I got an additional week off. Bad news was: I got a dengue fever (I was the 16^th victim in my neighborhood) also infected by 2 different kinds of Typhoo. But good news: I’m still alive and I loss 2 kgs, which means I don’t have to go on diet anymore. :D

When you’re sick you’ll know who your friend is and who’s not. Who cares about you and who’s not. Well I bet you can tell by yourself as simple as that. I mean; did they send you any text? Or did they visit you to the hospital or to your house. Did they call you? And that’s how I see my friends.

I have lots of friends and acquaintances; also best friends. My bests that called and sent me text were: nabila and bayu. My friends from ppi who called were: ratih, benita, teguh. My friends from ppi who keep sending me text were: iqbal, hafiz, ratih. My friends who visited me: my friends from xi ia 3, dara, iqbal, yoga, hafiz, sumo. Others? Well maybe they are so busy, but I just yaudahlah. Everyone has their own business. So I guess, yeah never mind.

The shocking one was SUMO. Well I had a conflict with him, once. Actually it wasn’t like the conflict just between the two of us. I don’t think I really like him because I think he’s so rebel and I’m just not into him. But you know, as time goes by I think I already can understand him. Well not as bad like when we first met. Then that night, wait, I guess it was sat-nite. He and hafiz came to visit me. I was still at the hospital. He was like, “I just heard that you are sick.” Seems like when he heard the news he went to see me as fast as he can. And I was like, “Wew, thanks?” I wasn’t actually hoping to meet him but I’m so happy that at last someone from my second family came to visit me.

But yeah, thanks for all who sent me texts, making calls, making visits, sending prayers, thank you so much! I’m back and already at home, but still can’t do my routines. I’ll do it as soon as I’m well and healthy enough :)

Monday: first day fever. I thought I was just exhausted, but I vomit

Tuesday: still having fever. Feeling so bad. Now I don’t think I was JUST exhausted. I thought I got Typhoo

Wednesday: still having fever. I force myself and my mom to go to lab. And YES: I got typhoo plus my thrombosis level was 110.000 (normal: 120.000-150.000) and my leucosis level was 2.500 (normal: 4.000-6.000)

Thursday: still having fever but not as bad as days before. Again! To the lab: my thrombosis level was 100.000. I got into hospital. Visitor: XI IA 3.

Friday: no fever. But my head felt spinning around. Thrombosis level: 65.000. visitors: Dara.

Saturday: same condition. Thrombosis level: 52.000. visitors: sumo, hafiz, dara.

Sunday: same condition. Thrombosis level: 54.000. doctor said I can go home, yaaaayyyy!!!!! Visitors: iqbal, yoga.

Monday: same, but feeling better! :D . I love being home!

i just got this message from benita.

ben: "syah gmn kabar? maaf yaa blum kesana2. abisan banyak tugas. tdnya kmrn mau ke sana tp ternyata sepupu gue tunangan."

me: "udah plg ko ben. iya gpp ko. kmrn mggu iqbal sm yoga ke rumah gw. mlm mnggu sumo sm hafiz ke rs."

ben: "hha cieee skrg iqbal yekaaan. ahaha. kocak dah ceritanya."

me: "kocak apan? ko tau deh? ampuunampuuun"

ben: "ahaha gue yekan. ngrumpi mulu. msh bedrest say?"

me: "siapa yg ngerumpiin gw? ckck. ga bedrest tapi tidur mulu. kalo tiduran aja bosen bikin punggung sakit jga."

ben: "wew, situp smbl tidur aja ato ngerayap onthebed hahaa. engga sa, iqbal curhat. ihiy. udah sampe mana skrg? asik deeeehhh..."

me: "kyaaaaaaaaa iqbal crta apa aja. aduuh. gw bingung bilangnya. gw gamau ngapa2in sm iqbal."

ben: "aduh ini harun ups harus ada sesi curhat. otp kuat ga saa? hehee"

me: "apa sih ben ko lo ga jlas gtu? iya kuat lah tp ntar ya kalo tlf lagi ada tamu. nnt gw sms lg yaw."

then i tried to call her, but she's having course. i was like, eh buset deh iqbal ngomong apa ajaaaa????? this is what happened when you are getting too close sama temen satu angkatan. seantero angkatan tau soal ini.